Where is MY HolidayS!!!!

Haven't updated here for a long time!!

Due to the shortage of manpower, we have fewer holidays than before!!!

When my friends can have 5-weeks annual leave, I can just have 3!!! How come?

It's really a huge difference!!

It's not fair!!

I want my own HOLIDAYS!!!!

I am very tired ar!!

Mx Xx Xxxx

It brings me lots of memories.

I remember I watched your outdoor show with your little boy and your friends.

I remember we played at your home with laughters.

I remember we taught the same tutorial class.... seemed that I was not patient enough.

I remember we had dinner together before you left.

I remember we walked a long way to get my bus.

I remember you rushed to meet me from there.

I remember......... all the stuffs when I feel weak.

I shouldn't go to there again.... because there are many scenes coming across my mind.

TOO MANY!

Haven't

I haven't updated my xanga for a long time..... because I am lazy....

Suddenly miss many friends who i haven't found for a long time.. Thanks internet that it can let me update their news via facebook and xanga. Hahaha.

For me, I am still longing for a chance to discuss sth with my mum.. It's about my future plan. I am not sure if I can archieve it. BUt I do wanna try.

Um... Haven't called a friend that i used to call.... there is a HUGE stone in front of me and i don't wanna be the first one to move it..

Struggles

Everyone has struggles which cannot be controlled. It just depends on how we handle it.

Sometimes, I like it....... Sometimes, I hate it.. It really makes people tired. BUT... it can also make people satisfied.

There are many struggles in my mind. Many plans, many decisions.... not yet made. If I were alone, I could make it easily... BUT now I am not! I have my family and friends and job..... how come I can give it all up?? I have to choose.. I have to decide... I have to wait.... I have to learn... I have to......................

There is no answer...... I'm just waiting for it.... longing for it.

My Lord.... please guide me!

I should be brave!!!